Well its tuesday and you know what that means? Do you know what that means, cause if you do could you please explain it to me, lol.
Watching Julie and Julia, it's a great movie, and i love this movie, it makes me want to cook food. Which yes if you know me is quite odd.
Confused@19
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
Tuesday, August 3rd, 2010
Hello Bloggers,
How are the best bloggers in the world? Ohh whatever! Who am i kidding the only person reading this is my sister and she is sitting right next to me. We are sitting at the icu hospital waiting room. Right at this very moment my mother's chest is cut compeletly open, sorry i had to get soo discriptive. So in my family we have 3 a.d.d. children and all of us have our laptops out and our phones. What not within about 15 minutes. Its gonna be a long day and its just dragging along, but my mother is now off in lala land.
"The happiest people in the world have no particular reason to be happy just that they are so." (forgot)
Its amazing what one smile can do.
Sincerly, Confused @19 oops birthday past
How are the best bloggers in the world? Ohh whatever! Who am i kidding the only person reading this is my sister and she is sitting right next to me. We are sitting at the icu hospital waiting room. Right at this very moment my mother's chest is cut compeletly open, sorry i had to get soo discriptive. So in my family we have 3 a.d.d. children and all of us have our laptops out and our phones. What not within about 15 minutes. Its gonna be a long day and its just dragging along, but my mother is now off in lala land.
"The happiest people in the world have no particular reason to be happy just that they are so." (forgot)
Its amazing what one smile can do.
Sincerly, Confused @19 oops birthday past
Friday, June 18, 2010
Friday, June 18, 2010
Hello bloggers,
I was listening to music this morning and decided to listen to Justin Beiber his song "Never Say Never" really hit me hard. The lyrics just describe the attitude that everybody should towards life. Never say never or that you cant do something. If you have the will and the passion to succeed you will. And that really stuck with me. My life is great i'm seeing the good in my life instead of only seeing the restrictions or the bad things. I love life and will live life to the fullest. And nothing will get in my way, if something knocks me down I will jump back up and shake it off and keep pushing.
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
PACT: DO THE ONE THING THAT SCARES YOU MOST!
Hey bloggers i know its weird i didnt start with a date. Oh well. But I had just watched a show that really had a strong message behind it. Now if you've ever seen Life Unexpected on CW50 on mondays you've probablly noticed the relationships on that show are complicated. But I just watched the last episode. And it's taught me that, You have to say YES to the thing that scares you the most. Do what you never want to do. Never think when it comes to your gut. Because the truth is you do that and you just might get what you never thought you'd be.
For me my fear the thing that scares the crap out of me the most isn't jumping off a cliff or falling in love. My biggest fear in life is to give my life over to a guy who know's me better than I know myself. God. Its hard for most people to do just that. Why? Because we want to know that nothing will ever go wrong or our hearts will never get broken in the process. But that's not gonna happen and we just dont realize that its the bad things in life that make us who we really are. We're humans we have the right to fear thee unknown but should we always run away from it?
So i'm gonna make a promise to myself and to god. That I will try my VERY hardest to stay out of the way of what he needs to do in my life. I'm making a pact to change one thing in my life. And I urge you to do the same.
*Do the one thing in life that you are the most afraid, scared to do? Be it falling in love, following your hear, putting your life in the hands of god. Don't be afraid don't run away. Make it Happen.
PLEASE JUST TRY IT!
Thursday, May 6, 2010
Thursday May 6, 2010
Bloggers,
So i've officially started my counted down till my Utah vacation. It's 18 days till I go on vacation if that's confusing for you, its basically two weeks and two days. So today I work but I work at Brooks Brothers, so I have to dress up. I haven't worked there in a long time so I actually have a lot to catch up on, alot to read and I have to send out emails today. Catch up with whoever I work with today. I work a six hour shift which is actually quite strange. I normally work a four hour shift. I used to work for Wendy's and I absolutely hated that job, I would come home smelling like a french fry and hamburgers. I felt absolutely growse, but it was a first job and it did what it was supposed to do, give me money and start me on my working life. Since it was my first job I didn't know what work is in fact I hated working so I took off days left and right. Didn't exactly take that job seriously. But my next job I got was at Brooks Brothers, still have that job, I still kind of enjoy it because I get to dress up and just have fun. I don't come home smelling like a french fry which is good. After a while I did start to get annoyed of that job, but that went away. Then I got the job at Home Depot, I LOVE IT THERE!! So many cool people the customers and the employees. It's just a lot of fun every day I work. I believe that you should enjoy what you do because then you get excited to go to work and your day goes by a whole lot quicker.
Have a good day bloggers.
Confused @ 18
So i've officially started my counted down till my Utah vacation. It's 18 days till I go on vacation if that's confusing for you, its basically two weeks and two days. So today I work but I work at Brooks Brothers, so I have to dress up. I haven't worked there in a long time so I actually have a lot to catch up on, alot to read and I have to send out emails today. Catch up with whoever I work with today. I work a six hour shift which is actually quite strange. I normally work a four hour shift. I used to work for Wendy's and I absolutely hated that job, I would come home smelling like a french fry and hamburgers. I felt absolutely growse, but it was a first job and it did what it was supposed to do, give me money and start me on my working life. Since it was my first job I didn't know what work is in fact I hated working so I took off days left and right. Didn't exactly take that job seriously. But my next job I got was at Brooks Brothers, still have that job, I still kind of enjoy it because I get to dress up and just have fun. I don't come home smelling like a french fry which is good. After a while I did start to get annoyed of that job, but that went away. Then I got the job at Home Depot, I LOVE IT THERE!! So many cool people the customers and the employees. It's just a lot of fun every day I work. I believe that you should enjoy what you do because then you get excited to go to work and your day goes by a whole lot quicker.
Have a good day bloggers.
Confused @ 18
Monday, May 3, 2010
Monday, May 03, 2010
Hello Bloggers,
So as you know i'm the youngest of three and that I have an older sister that blogs too. She happens to be my only follower but that's good. But today intstead of going on and on about random crap i'm gonna talk about how much I LOVE MY BIG SISTER! I've been listening to this song from "Victorious" sang by Victoria Justice and on the show she sang it too her sister on her birthday. My sister has always been there for me, through the ups and downs. I've always known that if I need to talk to her I can. My mother told me that when she told Jennifer that they were going to have another kid that Jennifer had screamed. I don't know why, i'm such a good present. But I thought that was funny. When we were younger we shared a room, sometimes it was ok and sometimes I just got soo gosh darn mad at her. She always liked to have a clean room and an organized one at that. So she would clean our room and when I would go to bed there would be all my crap on my bed. URGH. Sometimes growing up that I thought my sister was crazy, well I was right, she's crazy for sure. BUT I love her for that, because the rest of our family is just as crazy as she is. So she just fits right in. She's always been the best big sister ever.
I LOVE YOU BIGG SISSY!!! YOUR THE BESTEST!
So as you know i'm the youngest of three and that I have an older sister that blogs too. She happens to be my only follower but that's good. But today intstead of going on and on about random crap i'm gonna talk about how much I LOVE MY BIG SISTER! I've been listening to this song from "Victorious" sang by Victoria Justice and on the show she sang it too her sister on her birthday. My sister has always been there for me, through the ups and downs. I've always known that if I need to talk to her I can. My mother told me that when she told Jennifer that they were going to have another kid that Jennifer had screamed. I don't know why, i'm such a good present. But I thought that was funny. When we were younger we shared a room, sometimes it was ok and sometimes I just got soo gosh darn mad at her. She always liked to have a clean room and an organized one at that. So she would clean our room and when I would go to bed there would be all my crap on my bed. URGH. Sometimes growing up that I thought my sister was crazy, well I was right, she's crazy for sure. BUT I love her for that, because the rest of our family is just as crazy as she is. So she just fits right in. She's always been the best big sister ever.
I LOVE YOU BIGG SISSY!!! YOUR THE BESTEST!
Friday, April 30, 2010
Friday April 30, 2010
Hello Bloggers,
So bloggers as you know i'm eighteen. I've lived in the mid-west for eighteen years and vacationed only in the mid-west. The only family we visit is STILL in the mid-west. So all i've ever known is Michigan, Ohio, Indiana, Wisconsin and Illinois. BORING. Well i'm actually really excited to let you know that at the end of may this eighteen year old adventurer will finally adventure out of the mid-west! YAY!! Lets play a little game, guess where i'm going! Guessing, guessing...still don't know. Well as you can see there are mountains and those beautiful mountains are called the Powder Mountains of Utah. That's right i'm going to Utah. No i'm not going to Salt Lake City, well i'm flying into Salt Lake City but i'm staying in Ogden it's about an hour from Salt Lake City. It'll be fun. It'll also be my first airplane fight ever in my eighteen years of living. So you can probablly tell how excited I am right about now. Yeah i'm actually really pumped because we are going to be staying in downtown Ogden which means i'll be going artsy craftsy shopping in downtown while my mother is at work. Oops must have forgotten this is all happening because my mother is going on a buisness trip to Utah and she asked her boss if I could go as long as I payed for my flight ticket. Which I will be. But while she's at work i'll be doing some shopping and some sightseeing. I'm soo excited.
Wish me all the fun,
Confused @ 18
Thursday, April 29, 2010
Thursday, April 29, 2010
Hello Bloggers,
I realize I dont have many followers probablly because I don't have many pictures and It's always words words and more words. But unlike my sister I find comfort in my words. I know the saying goes "actions speak louder than words" but I find that a lie. I believe that its they way you say the words that speak louder than the actual words. Think back to when you were a kid or a teenager (like myself) and you got in trouble with your parents, what did they do. Truth is most of us would yell and bickker to the other gave up and chances were that it was you. I know it sucks, but it's not like I can do anything about it. I've learned being the youngest of three and seeing what happened when you get in trouble, to try not even get into trouble in the first place. If I did get in trouble I would do the same thing that just about any normal person would do, I'd fight back. But eventually I was the one to cave. I know as you grow up you become more wise and things start to go your way but when is that day going to come. For future reference to any bloggers who are male and have a wife, your wife is ALWAYS right. Unless we admit that we are wrong but that's the only time we are wrong. I'm not a wife yet but I know that's the truth.
Wow taking a break from blogging has really given me something to talk about.
Well Bloggers that's all I have to say today.
Confused @ 18
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
Tuesday April 20, 2010
Hello Bloggers,
So tuesday will be fun. I'm actually excited to see "Letters To Juliet". Well i've been in the sappy phase for a little while now, i've seen "Dear John" and "The Last Song" two of the greatest movies ever made. So this movie will continue my sappy movie montage. So today will be fun, I work 12pm to 6pm which makes things a little crowded cause I have guitar lessons at 6:15 and then there is church. How exciting my days all backed up. Well at least i'm excited to go to work.
I'm running out of things to talk about on here. So well i've got to get going.
Talk to you later,
confused@18
So tuesday will be fun. I'm actually excited to see "Letters To Juliet". Well i've been in the sappy phase for a little while now, i've seen "Dear John" and "The Last Song" two of the greatest movies ever made. So this movie will continue my sappy movie montage. So today will be fun, I work 12pm to 6pm which makes things a little crowded cause I have guitar lessons at 6:15 and then there is church. How exciting my days all backed up. Well at least i'm excited to go to work.
I'm running out of things to talk about on here. So well i've got to get going.
Talk to you later,
confused@18
Saturday, April 17, 2010
Saturday April 17, 2010
Dear Bloggers,
Let me just lay it out for you, I don't get why everyone girl my age just HAS to have a boyfriend? At the age of 18 I believe that it should be all about you and your life. As of right now i'm the only single girl my age at my church and let me tell you, i'm loving it. I realize that they have someone to talk to to hang out and chill with but you can do that with friends. I'm one of those girls that you see hanging out with a bunch of the guys but they probablly don't see me as a girl. Why? You got me, I guess it's just cause I can chill with the guys when it comes to relaxing. Just let me be me. Im not danty by any means. If you know me, i'm just about the complete opposite. Im very clumsy I had the lady like feel, I know there are times for that kind of stuff and thats when I throw the charm on. I guess I just relate better to guys, ok that's not true. Its funny though because I have a ton of more guy friends than I have girl friends.
Thanks for listening bloggers.
Confused @ 18
Let me just lay it out for you, I don't get why everyone girl my age just HAS to have a boyfriend? At the age of 18 I believe that it should be all about you and your life. As of right now i'm the only single girl my age at my church and let me tell you, i'm loving it. I realize that they have someone to talk to to hang out and chill with but you can do that with friends. I'm one of those girls that you see hanging out with a bunch of the guys but they probablly don't see me as a girl. Why? You got me, I guess it's just cause I can chill with the guys when it comes to relaxing. Just let me be me. Im not danty by any means. If you know me, i'm just about the complete opposite. Im very clumsy I had the lady like feel, I know there are times for that kind of stuff and thats when I throw the charm on. I guess I just relate better to guys, ok that's not true. Its funny though because I have a ton of more guy friends than I have girl friends.
Thanks for listening bloggers.
Confused @ 18
Thursday, April 15, 2010
Thursday, April 15, 2010
Hello Bloggers,
Happy Thursday only two more days till the weeked for you guys, my week never ends. Today is a good day. No confusion in the air, just happiness and planning it might get confusing by the end of the day but thats normal. I'm feeling a Colbie Calliat vibe today, she's just an amazing artist and her lyrics are just soo amazing. Its that everyday feeling, she's just so down to earth. If I ever got the chance to meet any musician I would definately want to meet her because she just seems soo calm against all the business of what she does. She's got a mellow-ness to her and I find that so relaxing when i'm listening to her music that's why I wanna be like her in a musician kind of way. I'm kind of new to playing the guitar and i'm learning chords so I'm actually starting to put songs together on my guitar. It's a fun thing, I enjoy the guitar. Not much to say today so I hope you guys a peaceful day and just breathe it will help.
Confused @ 18
Happy Thursday only two more days till the weeked for you guys, my week never ends. Today is a good day. No confusion in the air, just happiness and planning it might get confusing by the end of the day but thats normal. I'm feeling a Colbie Calliat vibe today, she's just an amazing artist and her lyrics are just soo amazing. Its that everyday feeling, she's just so down to earth. If I ever got the chance to meet any musician I would definately want to meet her because she just seems soo calm against all the business of what she does. She's got a mellow-ness to her and I find that so relaxing when i'm listening to her music that's why I wanna be like her in a musician kind of way. I'm kind of new to playing the guitar and i'm learning chords so I'm actually starting to put songs together on my guitar. It's a fun thing, I enjoy the guitar. Not much to say today so I hope you guys a peaceful day and just breathe it will help.
Confused @ 18
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
Hello Bloggers,
It feels like I haven't blogged in a while. Anyways, so its funny when a good song comes on the radio and all of the sudden my mood totally changes depending on the song. This song that I happen to love now, is actually really good, but normally when I listen to a song I have this habit of breaking the music lyrics down and figuring out what it could be about. This song is different for two reasons, one the lyrics can mean so many different things but in the same category, and two I love the artist her vocals are AMAZING. The song is called, "Pyramid" by: Charice ft. Iyaz.
If you've ever heard this song you automatically think about love because that's what it's about, but it can be interpreted to be about friends. If you have a friend that's been there for everything than this song will probablly remind you of them. I love songs that have a good impression or good story to it. Friends can be a tricking subject but once you find the right person don't let anything get in betweent the two of you.
Have a great Wednesday,
Confused @ 18
It feels like I haven't blogged in a while. Anyways, so its funny when a good song comes on the radio and all of the sudden my mood totally changes depending on the song. This song that I happen to love now, is actually really good, but normally when I listen to a song I have this habit of breaking the music lyrics down and figuring out what it could be about. This song is different for two reasons, one the lyrics can mean so many different things but in the same category, and two I love the artist her vocals are AMAZING. The song is called, "Pyramid" by: Charice ft. Iyaz.
If you've ever heard this song you automatically think about love because that's what it's about, but it can be interpreted to be about friends. If you have a friend that's been there for everything than this song will probablly remind you of them. I love songs that have a good impression or good story to it. Friends can be a tricking subject but once you find the right person don't let anything get in betweent the two of you.
Have a great Wednesday,
Confused @ 18
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
Tuesday April 13, 2010
Good Morning Bloggers,
Hope you guys are having a good morning. Work sounds fun today, not really. Oh well, so last night was fun. I had decided that I'm gonna go back to school in the fall and so I had decided that i'm gonna go into psychology. So I went on google and looked at the top 10 best pschology schools and i'm applying to 4 of them. University of California in Berkley, San Diego, or Los Angeles, and then there is the University of Minnesota Twin Cities. I had already applied there. But when I get home from work today i'm gonna apply to the University of California in San Diego and Los Angeles. I realize that California is expensive but if you think about it there are alot of places that are becoming expensive. Take Michigan for example even though are schooling is that expensive there are alot of things that are getting bad.
Well hope you have a great Tuesday!
Good Bye Bloggers
Confused @ 18
Hope you guys are having a good morning. Work sounds fun today, not really. Oh well, so last night was fun. I had decided that I'm gonna go back to school in the fall and so I had decided that i'm gonna go into psychology. So I went on google and looked at the top 10 best pschology schools and i'm applying to 4 of them. University of California in Berkley, San Diego, or Los Angeles, and then there is the University of Minnesota Twin Cities. I had already applied there. But when I get home from work today i'm gonna apply to the University of California in San Diego and Los Angeles. I realize that California is expensive but if you think about it there are alot of places that are becoming expensive. Take Michigan for example even though are schooling is that expensive there are alot of things that are getting bad.
Well hope you have a great Tuesday!
Good Bye Bloggers
Confused @ 18
Monday, April 12, 2010
Monday April 12, 2010
Hello bloggers,
How do you know when its time go branch out? Well for me it came gradually, i've gotten to the part where i'm always wanting to be on my own and decide things for myself. Well as I was growing up I would always turn to my mother for the answer. Right now I don't want to turn to her, because I know that she might not have the answer. Here's the thing, she's giving me space, but sometimes I don't want the space. I just want to go back to who I was. It's like a war going on in my head, and for some reason I can't silence it. Yeah, it gets annoying but I know its there for a reason. Its time for me to decide, do I want to be the person who is always turning to here mom for help and maybe miss out on a lesson that should have been learned, or, do i want to be the person who decides for herself and misses out on a person that has always been on my side. Tough decision I know, but i'll figure it out soon.
So theres this song that kind of sums up an eighteen year olds life. Its called "Me Myself and Time" by: Demi Lovato. That song inspires me, if you've read my sister you kinda know what inspires her, but for me it's a little bit different. She's visual when it comes to inspiration and you can see it. For me i'm a little more literal, inspiration for me comes in the form of music, lyrics, quotes. Seeing people change and seeing people do the right thing. The very first line of this song says, "I can make the rain stop if I wanna just by my attitude..." and it's a good point. Now if only I could believe it. What else inspires me is dance. I'm not very good at it, but i'm trying. Seeing b-boys perform is amazing. They show what they feel through tricks and moves. That's amazing i've been so inspired lately that its becoming a great expeirence for me.
Post Bloggers!!
Have a great day!
Confused @ 18
How do you know when its time go branch out? Well for me it came gradually, i've gotten to the part where i'm always wanting to be on my own and decide things for myself. Well as I was growing up I would always turn to my mother for the answer. Right now I don't want to turn to her, because I know that she might not have the answer. Here's the thing, she's giving me space, but sometimes I don't want the space. I just want to go back to who I was. It's like a war going on in my head, and for some reason I can't silence it. Yeah, it gets annoying but I know its there for a reason. Its time for me to decide, do I want to be the person who is always turning to here mom for help and maybe miss out on a lesson that should have been learned, or, do i want to be the person who decides for herself and misses out on a person that has always been on my side. Tough decision I know, but i'll figure it out soon.
So theres this song that kind of sums up an eighteen year olds life. Its called "Me Myself and Time" by: Demi Lovato. That song inspires me, if you've read my sister you kinda know what inspires her, but for me it's a little bit different. She's visual when it comes to inspiration and you can see it. For me i'm a little more literal, inspiration for me comes in the form of music, lyrics, quotes. Seeing people change and seeing people do the right thing. The very first line of this song says, "I can make the rain stop if I wanna just by my attitude..." and it's a good point. Now if only I could believe it. What else inspires me is dance. I'm not very good at it, but i'm trying. Seeing b-boys perform is amazing. They show what they feel through tricks and moves. That's amazing i've been so inspired lately that its becoming a great expeirence for me.
Post Bloggers!!
Have a great day!
Confused @ 18
Sunday, April 11, 2010
Sunday April 11, 2010
Hello Bloggers,
Only one post for today, since my Sunday's always seem to be the busiest. I know to most people Sunday is just another day of the weekend and too my family that's not the case. Sunday is church, we go to church no matter where we are. Which has become just another part of my life. Every Sunday we all put on our Sunday best and go to church.
It's kind of funny. When you go to church the preacher always tells you that God doesn't care what you look like, he cares whats on the inside. But everyone Sunday we all try to look that hottest or the freshest. If God doesn't care then why should we? Especially on Easter Sunday, Easter is the the day that God had risen up from the grave after dying for our sins. But every Easter across the country people go out and buy new clothes. Just to see who can look the best. Weird, huh?
Sorry about the promise I made to you guys yesterday, I will make it up too you guys next Saturday. But here's the thing. In my life family comes first, and since my sister lives closer than my brother and my brother is in town for the weekend. I had decided that I should spend time with him. So I did, my sister understood. Here's a little something about my family, we are a little odd but that's just what family is. We may all be strange and confused but in the end we are all there for each other when we need them the most.
Hope to see you soon Bloggers,
Confused @ 18
Saturday, April 10, 2010
Post # 3, Saturday April 10, 2010
hello bloggers,
so me and my sister have decided that tonight we are gonna do some real hard italian cooking. i'm actually really excited, one because i get to spend time with my sister and two because this is the first time since culinary school that i actually want to cook, and i mean like cook a full course meal. have no clue what we are cooking yet. but its gonna be fun and i'm officially gonna make this SISTER SATURDAY COOK OFF blog. after all the fun and games are done i will post my pictures from the dinner tommorow. cant wait.
hope to see you then bloggers....
confused @ 18
so me and my sister have decided that tonight we are gonna do some real hard italian cooking. i'm actually really excited, one because i get to spend time with my sister and two because this is the first time since culinary school that i actually want to cook, and i mean like cook a full course meal. have no clue what we are cooking yet. but its gonna be fun and i'm officially gonna make this SISTER SATURDAY COOK OFF blog. after all the fun and games are done i will post my pictures from the dinner tommorow. cant wait.
hope to see you then bloggers....
confused @ 18
Saturday April 10, 2010 Post #2
hello again bloggers...
Soo here's the thing with me posting...I post when i'm sad, I post when i'm mad, when i'm happy or just when i'm about to cry.
When my display name says confused@18 that's the truth. This one eighteen year old girl, has absolutely no clue, who she is or what's going on around her. I'm in a time in my life when I just want to be happy. But lately it seems like that's not going to happen anytime soon. All my friends are getting married and I know i'm WAY to young to get married. But here's what get's me, i'm 18 i'm single and i've NEVER EVER had a boyfriend. I don't know what that's all about, i'm afraid its me thats the problem. I have no clue what the problem is but all I know is my friends are all happy and i'm stuck in this depressed little bubble. If you ever see me at work and i'm all bubbly that's just an appearence. Another thing, you know that feeling, when you feel like absolutely nobody seems to want to be friends with you? That's how I feel, I dont have a best friend. When I try to fit in, I always seem to take a back seat. Here's the thing, I used to be such an outgoing person, always happy and bubbly. I just want to know, WHAT HAPPENED TO HER?
Good Bye For Now Bloggers
Confused@18
Soo here's the thing with me posting...I post when i'm sad, I post when i'm mad, when i'm happy or just when i'm about to cry.
When my display name says confused@18 that's the truth. This one eighteen year old girl, has absolutely no clue, who she is or what's going on around her. I'm in a time in my life when I just want to be happy. But lately it seems like that's not going to happen anytime soon. All my friends are getting married and I know i'm WAY to young to get married. But here's what get's me, i'm 18 i'm single and i've NEVER EVER had a boyfriend. I don't know what that's all about, i'm afraid its me thats the problem. I have no clue what the problem is but all I know is my friends are all happy and i'm stuck in this depressed little bubble. If you ever see me at work and i'm all bubbly that's just an appearence. Another thing, you know that feeling, when you feel like absolutely nobody seems to want to be friends with you? That's how I feel, I dont have a best friend. When I try to fit in, I always seem to take a back seat. Here's the thing, I used to be such an outgoing person, always happy and bubbly. I just want to know, WHAT HAPPENED TO HER?
Good Bye For Now Bloggers
Confused@18
Saturday April 10, 2010
Hello Bloggers
So today started out with a bang! I had to work at Home Depot, which is actually quite fun, its an AMAZING place to work. Saturday's are kind of a relax and just breathe kind of day. So right now i'm listening to the song that has kind of got me thinking and has now been considered my anthem. Its called "Me Myself and Time" by Demi Lovato. This song just gives me a clear mind about being eighteen. If you've ever been eighteen you know what it feels like, it seems like you have absolutely no clue what you want or what you are supposed to be. But in reality its just the beginning for me and its nice to see that what ever I do in my life that I have an entire life to just figure if that's for me or not.
So after I had graduated from High School, I went to college for about a semester and then I just took a break and now I wanna go back and become smarter. I have a big decision on my hands but I realize that i can change my major at any point during schooling. Im considering going to Oakland University for Forensic Pyschology and it sounds like a plan to me, but it might change to Abnormal Child Pyschology. Either way its not the best place to find a job, but to me its not the money its the passion that counts. I want to want to get up in the morning and be excited to go to work and see what the day brings.
Comment Bloggers!!!
Have a FABULOUS DAY!!
~Confused @ 18~
So today started out with a bang! I had to work at Home Depot, which is actually quite fun, its an AMAZING place to work. Saturday's are kind of a relax and just breathe kind of day. So right now i'm listening to the song that has kind of got me thinking and has now been considered my anthem. Its called "Me Myself and Time" by Demi Lovato. This song just gives me a clear mind about being eighteen. If you've ever been eighteen you know what it feels like, it seems like you have absolutely no clue what you want or what you are supposed to be. But in reality its just the beginning for me and its nice to see that what ever I do in my life that I have an entire life to just figure if that's for me or not.
So after I had graduated from High School, I went to college for about a semester and then I just took a break and now I wanna go back and become smarter. I have a big decision on my hands but I realize that i can change my major at any point during schooling. Im considering going to Oakland University for Forensic Pyschology and it sounds like a plan to me, but it might change to Abnormal Child Pyschology. Either way its not the best place to find a job, but to me its not the money its the passion that counts. I want to want to get up in the morning and be excited to go to work and see what the day brings.
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Have a FABULOUS DAY!!
~Confused @ 18~
Friday, April 9, 2010
Friday April 9, 2010
Hello Bloggers,
I know that nobody is actually reading my blogs, because their aren't about fashion or some juicy gossip. And here's why, because i'm that person, who yes I do love fashion, but I don't follow it every second of my life. I just don't find the need to, everyone else is doing it for me. I'm eighteen you'd think i'd love juicy gossip but after spending four years in gossip city known to man as High School. You just don't find a need or a want for it anymore. Here's what I think about the papparrazzi with celebrities. I think they should just leave them alone, butt out of their lives, they are just normal people who have extreme talent. I understand that some celebrities are all about the fame and crap. But as a normal teenager if I was famous like that I wouldn't mind a snap shot here and there but if i'm being followed i'm gonna get sick and tired of them REALLY quickly. Especially if your a celebrity between the age 16 to 2o, the paparrazzi just needs to lay off because i'm a 18 year old and I have absolutely no clue who I am yet. It's gonna take time, and if there are gonna be people screaming for my attention and telling me what's next for this star. I'm just gonna end up blowing up in their face and then it will escalade.
And here's what I'm gonna say, i'm eighteen i'm not famous i'm no superstar. But I do have talent, will I ever show it? Probablly not, why? Because i'm affraid of what might come of it. Do I dream of people knowing my name, sure. Will I chase after that, prolly not. Being called a superstar, its just a name that the press gives you. Being a role model that's a name you have got to EARN!!! So to all those people who have said I believe i'm a role model, look around do the people look up to you and find good, or do they just find a person who does bad things and makes wrong choices just cause they think its fun?
Think about that!!!
HOPE YOU GUYS/GALS ENJOY!!
COMMENT, FOLLOW!!!
Later Bloggers!!!
I know that nobody is actually reading my blogs, because their aren't about fashion or some juicy gossip. And here's why, because i'm that person, who yes I do love fashion, but I don't follow it every second of my life. I just don't find the need to, everyone else is doing it for me. I'm eighteen you'd think i'd love juicy gossip but after spending four years in gossip city known to man as High School. You just don't find a need or a want for it anymore. Here's what I think about the papparrazzi with celebrities. I think they should just leave them alone, butt out of their lives, they are just normal people who have extreme talent. I understand that some celebrities are all about the fame and crap. But as a normal teenager if I was famous like that I wouldn't mind a snap shot here and there but if i'm being followed i'm gonna get sick and tired of them REALLY quickly. Especially if your a celebrity between the age 16 to 2o, the paparrazzi just needs to lay off because i'm a 18 year old and I have absolutely no clue who I am yet. It's gonna take time, and if there are gonna be people screaming for my attention and telling me what's next for this star. I'm just gonna end up blowing up in their face and then it will escalade.
And here's what I'm gonna say, i'm eighteen i'm not famous i'm no superstar. But I do have talent, will I ever show it? Probablly not, why? Because i'm affraid of what might come of it. Do I dream of people knowing my name, sure. Will I chase after that, prolly not. Being called a superstar, its just a name that the press gives you. Being a role model that's a name you have got to EARN!!! So to all those people who have said I believe i'm a role model, look around do the people look up to you and find good, or do they just find a person who does bad things and makes wrong choices just cause they think its fun?
Think about that!!!
HOPE YOU GUYS/GALS ENJOY!!
COMMENT, FOLLOW!!!
Later Bloggers!!!
Thursday, April 8, 2010
Blog #2
Hello Bloggers,
So today or I should say this morning I was kind of busy. Laundry, reaarnging my room and making my brothers bed for his visit. So i'm playing around on my new laptop cause i've done all i'm supposed to do today, this morning soo yeah...and right now I just have laundry. Anyways on to the climax of this post, so I recently got a job at the Home Depot. Its kind of cool, anyways there is this guy in lumber who is actually newer than me and I got to talking to him one day. Well he seems like a cool guy, anyways the little 18 year old I am went and looked him up on facebook. I remember thinking when I first met him, man he looks familiar like I seriously think I know this guy. Then I go through his pictures, yes I happen to think is absolutely GORGEOUS, anyways, I see his brother in a picture and I go OMG I went to High School with his brother that is why he looks so familiar. I thought it was kind of funny. So I guess you can say that facebook put all things into perspective for me. Thank you Facebook, for clearing up my puzzled thoughts. This has happened to me soo many times where I meet someone and think wow, this person is soo familiar how do I know this person. And then in the end you find out that you don't know them but you know their siblings. I may be the most random blog you'll ever read. But I might just make you laugh because you can relate to it.
Hope this makes your day just a little less confusing.
Later Bloggers
So today or I should say this morning I was kind of busy. Laundry, reaarnging my room and making my brothers bed for his visit. So i'm playing around on my new laptop cause i've done all i'm supposed to do today, this morning soo yeah...and right now I just have laundry. Anyways on to the climax of this post, so I recently got a job at the Home Depot. Its kind of cool, anyways there is this guy in lumber who is actually newer than me and I got to talking to him one day. Well he seems like a cool guy, anyways the little 18 year old I am went and looked him up on facebook. I remember thinking when I first met him, man he looks familiar like I seriously think I know this guy. Then I go through his pictures, yes I happen to think is absolutely GORGEOUS, anyways, I see his brother in a picture and I go OMG I went to High School with his brother that is why he looks so familiar. I thought it was kind of funny. So I guess you can say that facebook put all things into perspective for me. Thank you Facebook, for clearing up my puzzled thoughts. This has happened to me soo many times where I meet someone and think wow, this person is soo familiar how do I know this person. And then in the end you find out that you don't know them but you know their siblings. I may be the most random blog you'll ever read. But I might just make you laugh because you can relate to it.
Hope this makes your day just a little less confusing.
Later Bloggers
Thursday April 18
Hello Bloggers,
So this is my third time starting a blog. I don't know really what to do, thats ok. My sister has a blog and she is really good at it you should check it out, its called, BrightBoldandUnexpected. Anyways, me and her are pretty close we share common interest but most of the time we share nothing alike. Me and my sister may look alike but if you look at all three of us kids you may notice that ALL of us look somewhat alike. We have Leonard features and we have Whiteaker features some of us have more of one than the other. I would say that our family is a typical family, we share fights we share moments but all in all we have fun together and thats what I think familly is all about. Just enjoying each others company. You could say we are a little different, in the sense that our family is a family of religon, we are Pentecostal. My mom is the hardcore believer and my brother is pretty hardcore too. You could say that i'm kind of on the fence. I'm only 18 I dont know what I believe in quite yet. I know that there is a god, because when I was born I was born with a closed tear duct and the doctors had said that I would have to have surgery in order for me to see. If it wasnt for all those prayers that were sent my way, this 2 month old would have to go under the surgery knife for the second time. That's a pain for any mother to have to go through. That's why my mother is my best friend she's always known whats best for me and even though we have our ups and downs, I LOVE her more than anything in this world.
more on the family at a different date....
PLEASE POST!!!
So this is my third time starting a blog. I don't know really what to do, thats ok. My sister has a blog and she is really good at it you should check it out, its called, BrightBoldandUnexpected. Anyways, me and her are pretty close we share common interest but most of the time we share nothing alike. Me and my sister may look alike but if you look at all three of us kids you may notice that ALL of us look somewhat alike. We have Leonard features and we have Whiteaker features some of us have more of one than the other. I would say that our family is a typical family, we share fights we share moments but all in all we have fun together and thats what I think familly is all about. Just enjoying each others company. You could say we are a little different, in the sense that our family is a family of religon, we are Pentecostal. My mom is the hardcore believer and my brother is pretty hardcore too. You could say that i'm kind of on the fence. I'm only 18 I dont know what I believe in quite yet. I know that there is a god, because when I was born I was born with a closed tear duct and the doctors had said that I would have to have surgery in order for me to see. If it wasnt for all those prayers that were sent my way, this 2 month old would have to go under the surgery knife for the second time. That's a pain for any mother to have to go through. That's why my mother is my best friend she's always known whats best for me and even though we have our ups and downs, I LOVE her more than anything in this world.
more on the family at a different date....
PLEASE POST!!!
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