Confused @ 18

Confused @ 18

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

PACT: DO THE ONE THING THAT SCARES YOU MOST!

Hey bloggers i know its weird i didnt start with a date. Oh well. But I had just watched a show that really had a strong message behind it. Now if you've ever seen Life Unexpected on CW50 on mondays you've probablly noticed the relationships on that show are complicated. But I just watched the last episode. And it's taught me that, You have to say YES to the thing that scares you the most. Do what you never want to do. Never think when it comes to your gut. Because the truth is you do that and you just might get what you never thought you'd be.

For me my fear the thing that scares the crap out of me the most isn't jumping off a cliff or falling in love. My biggest fear in life is to give my life over to a guy who know's me better than I know myself. God. Its hard for most people to do just that. Why? Because we want to know that nothing will ever go wrong or our hearts will never get broken in the process. But that's not gonna happen and we just dont realize that its the bad things in life that make us who we really are. We're humans we have the right to fear thee unknown but should we always run away from it?

So i'm gonna make a promise to myself and to god. That I will try my VERY hardest to stay out of the way of what he needs to do in my life. I'm making a pact to change one thing in my life. And I urge you to do the same.

*Do the one thing in life that you are the most afraid, scared to do? Be it falling in love, following your hear, putting your life in the hands of god. Don't be afraid don't run away. Make it Happen.

PLEASE JUST TRY IT!

Thursday, May 6, 2010

Thursday May 6, 2010

Bloggers,

So i've officially started my counted down till my Utah vacation. It's 18 days till I go on vacation if that's confusing for you, its basically two weeks and two days. So today I work but I work at Brooks Brothers, so I have to dress up. I haven't worked there in a long time so I actually have a lot to catch up on, alot to read and I have to send out emails today. Catch up with whoever I work with today. I work a six hour shift which is actually quite strange. I normally work a four hour shift. I used to work for Wendy's and I absolutely hated that job, I would come home smelling like a french fry and hamburgers. I felt absolutely growse, but it was a first job and it did what it was supposed to do, give me money and start me on my working life. Since it was my first job I didn't know what work is in fact I hated working so I took off days left and right. Didn't exactly take that job seriously. But my next job I got was at Brooks Brothers, still have that job, I still kind of enjoy it because I get to dress up and just have fun. I don't come home smelling like a french fry which is good. After a while I did start to get annoyed of that job, but that went away. Then I got the job at Home Depot, I LOVE IT THERE!! So many cool people the customers and the employees. It's just a lot of fun every day I work. I believe that you should enjoy what you do because then you get excited to go to work and your day goes by a whole lot quicker.

Have a good day bloggers.
Confused @ 18

Monday, May 3, 2010

Monday, May 03, 2010

Hello Bloggers,

So as you know i'm the youngest of three and that I have an older sister that blogs too. She happens to be my only follower but that's good. But today intstead of going on and on about random crap i'm gonna talk about how much I LOVE MY BIG SISTER! I've been listening to this song from "Victorious" sang by Victoria Justice and on the show she sang it too her sister on her birthday. My sister has always been there for me, through the ups and downs. I've always known that if I need to talk to her I can. My mother told me that when she told Jennifer that they were going to have another kid that Jennifer had screamed. I don't know why, i'm such a good present. But I thought that was funny. When we were younger we shared a room, sometimes it was ok and sometimes I just got soo gosh darn mad at her. She always liked to have a clean room and an organized one at that. So she would clean our room and when I would go to bed there would be all my crap on my bed. URGH. Sometimes growing up that I thought my sister was crazy, well I was right, she's crazy for sure. BUT I love her for that, because the rest of our family is just as crazy as she is. So she just fits right in. She's always been the best big sister ever.

I LOVE YOU BIGG SISSY!!! YOUR THE BESTEST!