Friday April 30, 2010

Hello Bloggers,

So bloggers as you know i'm eighteen. I've lived in the mid-west for eighteen years and vacationed only in the mid-west. The only family we visit is STILL in the mid-west. So all i've ever known is Michigan, Ohio, Indiana, Wisconsin and Illinois. BORING. Well i'm actually really excited to let you know that at the end of may this eighteen year old adventurer will finally adventure out of the mid-west! YAY!! Lets play a little game, guess where i'm going! Guessing, guessing...still don't know. Well as you can see there are mountains and those beautiful mountains are called the Powder Mountains of Utah. That's right i'm going to Utah. No i'm not going to Salt Lake City, well i'm flying into Salt Lake City but i'm staying in Ogden it's about an hour from Salt Lake City. It'll be fun. It'll also be my first airplane fight ever in my eighteen years of living. So you can probablly tell how excited I am right about now. Yeah i'm actually really pumped because we are going to be staying in downtown Ogden which means i'll be going artsy craftsy shopping in downtown while my mother is at work. Oops must have forgotten this is all happening because my mother is going on a buisness trip to Utah and she asked her boss if I could go as long as I payed for my flight ticket. Which I will be. But while she's at work i'll be doing some shopping and some sightseeing. I'm soo excited.

Wish me all the fun,

Confused @ 18

Thursday, April 29, 2010

Hello Bloggers,

I realize I dont have many followers probablly because I don't have many pictures and It's always words words and more words. But unlike my sister I find comfort in my words. I know the saying goes "actions speak louder than words" but I find that a lie. I believe that its they way you say the words that speak louder than the actual words. Think back to when you were a kid or a teenager (like myself) and you got in trouble with your parents, what did they do. Truth is most of us would yell and bickker to the other gave up and chances were that it was you. I know it sucks, but it's not like I can do anything about it. I've learned being the youngest of three and seeing what happened when you get in trouble, to try not even get into trouble in the first place. If I did get in trouble I would do the same thing that just about any normal person would do, I'd fight back. But eventually I was the one to cave. I know as you grow up you become more wise and things start to go your way but when is that day going to come. For future reference to any bloggers who are male and have a wife, your wife is ALWAYS right. Unless we admit that we are wrong but that's the only time we are wrong. I'm not a wife yet but I know that's the truth.

Wow taking a break from blogging has really given me something to talk about.

Well Bloggers that's all I have to say today.

Confused @ 18

Tuesday April 20, 2010

Hello Bloggers,

So tuesday will be fun. I'm actually excited to see "Letters To Juliet". Well i've been in the sappy phase for a little while now, i've seen "Dear John" and "The Last Song" two of the greatest movies ever made. So this movie will continue my sappy movie montage. So today will be fun, I work 12pm to 6pm which makes things a little crowded cause I have guitar lessons at 6:15 and then there is church. How exciting my days all backed up. Well at least i'm excited to go to work.
I'm running out of things to talk about on here. So well i've got to get going.

Talk to you later,
confused@18

Saturday April 17, 2010

Dear Bloggers,

Let me just lay it out for you, I don't get why everyone girl my age just HAS to have a boyfriend? At the age of 18 I believe that it should be all about you and your life. As of right now i'm the only single girl my age at my church and let me tell you, i'm loving it. I realize that they have someone to talk to to hang out and chill with but you can do that with friends. I'm one of those girls that you see hanging out with a bunch of the guys but they probablly don't see me as a girl. Why? You got me, I guess it's just cause I can chill with the guys when it comes to relaxing. Just let me be me. Im not danty by any means. If you know me, i'm just about the complete opposite. Im very clumsy I had the lady like feel, I know there are times for that kind of stuff and thats when I throw the charm on. I guess I just relate better to guys, ok that's not true. Its funny though because I have a ton of more guy friends than I have girl friends.

Thanks for listening bloggers.
Confused @ 18

Thursday, April 15, 2010

Hello Bloggers,

Happy Thursday only two more days till the weeked for you guys, my week never ends. Today is a good day. No confusion in the air, just happiness and planning it might get confusing by the end of the day but thats normal. I'm feeling a Colbie Calliat vibe today, she's just an amazing artist and her lyrics are just soo amazing. Its that everyday feeling, she's just so down to earth. If I ever got the chance to meet any musician I would definately want to meet her because she just seems soo calm against all the business of what she does. She's got a mellow-ness to her and I find that so relaxing when i'm listening to her music that's why I wanna be like her in a musician kind of way. I'm kind of new to playing the guitar and i'm learning chords so I'm actually starting to put songs together on my guitar. It's a fun thing, I enjoy the guitar. Not much to say today so I hope you guys a peaceful day and just breathe it will help.

Confused @ 18

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Hello Bloggers,

It feels like I haven't blogged in a while. Anyways, so its funny when a good song comes on the radio and all of the sudden my mood totally changes depending on the song. This song that I happen to love now, is actually really good, but normally when I listen to a song I have this habit of breaking the music lyrics down and figuring out what it could be about. This song is different for two reasons, one the lyrics can mean so many different things but in the same category, and two I love the artist her vocals are AMAZING. The song is called, "Pyramid" by: Charice ft. Iyaz.
If you've ever heard this song you automatically think about love because that's what it's about, but it can be interpreted to be about friends. If you have a friend that's been there for everything than this song will probablly remind you of them. I love songs that have a good impression or good story to it. Friends can be a tricking subject but once you find the right person don't let anything get in betweent the two of you.

Have a great Wednesday,
Confused @ 18

Tuesday April 13, 2010

Good Morning Bloggers,

Hope you guys are having a good morning. Work sounds fun today, not really. Oh well, so last night was fun. I had decided that I'm gonna go back to school in the fall and so I had decided that i'm gonna go into psychology. So I went on google and looked at the top 10 best pschology schools and i'm applying to 4 of them. University of California in Berkley, San Diego, or Los Angeles, and then there is the University of Minnesota Twin Cities. I had already applied there. But when I get home from work today i'm gonna apply to the University of California in San Diego and Los Angeles. I realize that California is expensive but if you think about it there are alot of places that are becoming expensive. Take Michigan for example even though are schooling is that expensive there are alot of things that are getting bad.

Well hope you have a great Tuesday!
Good Bye Bloggers
Confused @ 18