Monday April 12, 2010

Hello bloggers,

How do you know when its time go branch out? Well for me it came gradually, i've gotten to the part where i'm always wanting to be on my own and decide things for myself. Well as I was growing up I would always turn to my mother for the answer. Right now I don't want to turn to her, because I know that she might not have the answer. Here's the thing, she's giving me space, but sometimes I don't want the space. I just want to go back to who I was. It's like a war going on in my head, and for some reason I can't silence it. Yeah, it gets annoying but I know its there for a reason. Its time for me to decide, do I want to be the person who is always turning to here mom for help and maybe miss out on a lesson that should have been learned, or, do i want to be the person who decides for herself and misses out on a person that has always been on my side. Tough decision I know, but i'll figure it out soon.

So theres this song that kind of sums up an eighteen year olds life. Its called "Me Myself and Time" by: Demi Lovato. That song inspires me, if you've read my sister you kinda know what inspires her, but for me it's a little bit different. She's visual when it comes to inspiration and you can see it. For me i'm a little more literal, inspiration for me comes in the form of music, lyrics, quotes. Seeing people change and seeing people do the right thing. The very first line of this song says, "I can make the rain stop if I wanna just by my attitude..." and it's a good point. Now if only I could believe it. What else inspires me is dance. I'm not very good at it, but i'm trying. Seeing b-boys perform is amazing. They show what they feel through tricks and moves. That's amazing i've been so inspired lately that its becoming a great expeirence for me.

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Have a great day!
Confused @ 18